I am unsure

whether my life is long enough

to stop regretting telling you no,

Whether it's my fault that you cried that "goodbye".

I, too, bear that wound.

I held my breathe for a year,

I thought I'd say it for thirteen months

and today, that I finally see you, my voice won't come out,

not even the air I had.

I know I'm to blame for the lost time

and that my promise faded like a song

when I boarded that plane

and today...

I find you again

and I'll do anything to never let you go.

Because I never got tired of loving you

and there are still cards that I haven't played.

Full stop.

You know very well that I don't mindlessly swear.

And I swear I'm not letting go of your hands.

And I'd risk my neck for you.

Don't fear ashes,

if you get burned, so will I. 

I find you again.

I can explain to you each interrogation mark,

if you look at me like you used to.

You were a stray bullet

when I thought the war was over.

I know I'm to blame for the lost time

and that my promise faded like a song

when I boarded that plane

and today...

I find you again

and I'll do anything to never let you go.

Because I never got tired of loving you

and there are still cards that I haven't played.

Full stop.

You know very well that I don't mindlessly swear.

And I swear I'm not letting go of your hands.

And I'd risk my neck for you.

Don't fear ashes,

if you get burned, so will I.